Yesterday, today, future......

En...why the title name so weird or nothing special...ya...because it is for her, not for you all, but i just want to share somethings with you all.

i knew that, i m not a romantic guy{but i know girl like romantic...}, so i try my best to create a story or a unforgettable memory for you. Still remember the 2bottles of stars that i gave you last time ornot...? actually you should receive 3bottles of stars from me, but since you was broke with me, so the last bottle i should keep it, because the last bottle of star is the most important for me{this i cant tell you all, because...private matter...(",)}.

yes...back to the story, en...actually i also dont know how long that our relation will maintain, so i just do it as a gamble{i plan to read all the love letter with you in future, when i come back from australia and i will open it with you with 1 by 1, because i tight it with all my strength, so you cant open it by yourself...}, first i give you the first bottle, i name it as "yesterday", it is also a love letter{but what i wrote inside only you knowlah...}, the first bottle of stars...en...it was fast to fill up the bottle with the stars, because i m intent to give you with the size of bottles from small to big, inside the bottle of stars have first love letter, you cant see it because i m too smart to hide it...hehehehehe...oh..ya...inside the first bottle of stars, also got alot small capsule, it also got somethings inside{the first bottle of stars was make by paper...}. this bottle you was keep for more than 1yr...(",)

the second bottles of stars, this bottle of stars really used up alot time, because i have to skip class to do it, the stars was make by straw, the straw i bought from "times", have to use two straw to make 1 star, so i make it until finger painpain...=.='', i spend about 1week to finish it, when i finish it, then i also put second love letter inside the bottles, name it as "today"{what i wrote.......}, hehe...i still remember you try to open it, lucky i have stop you, if not will spoil my plan...hehe...i closed it tighttight....so so so...you cant open it, except your brother help you open or break it... {birthday present}

the third bottle of stars...,honestly i only finish half of it, after you went back to seremban 1month, then i started to make it, this time this bottles of stars, i plan to put paper stars, straw stars and i also fold alot love to fill up the bottle...also the last letter, name it as "future".... this bottle of star will never complete...because it is not belong to you anymore...{ you really really really really really really really really ben......} . {2008 christmas gift}

ya...i really sad and angry, that you gave the "yesterday and today bottles" to someone..., but since i already gave it to you, so you have the right to do it, you never know how important of the 2bottles of stars for me{all blessing and wishing was gave to someone...this is the most funny things, but nevermind, hope the blessing and wishing will pass to that person...}.

so....at the end...the unforgettable memory was just for me......hehehe......{for cupid...if i really can see you...i m sure will bian you and knock your head, for 月老 dont match a girl for me anymorelah...feel bother and tired..., for jesus...amen, i have nothing to say to you, hope you always bless me enough, for buddha, i hope you bless me always too, for Allah...how come the women cant have 4husband until today{although i know your history...why man can have 4wifes...? answers:due to war....go to read history...i m not storyteller......}, but i hope you will always bless me too...... END( a story of sad ending)...

The last day of 2008...

ya...after today i have to forget you, because i should not always think about you, we are already impossible together again... but i will blessing and wishing you, hope you all the best in 2009, always healthy, do everythings also smooth, have a flying colour result in study......so you must take good care...... {Ricca thank you for accompany me in 2007 till 2008......today i heard from my friend, if you feel the time past very fast in 2008, then it mean you are very happy in 2008, ya...i feel the time past very fast, i feel 2007 and 2008 is the moment i most happy, but i also believe in future, i will always happy... Thank you for gave me chance to love you last time, i really have learn alot things from you and also about love matter, thank you for fate let me meet you in inti, let me learn how to love a person and take care people...}

Hehehe....after this day, jefferson has to start a new journey, althought the new journey is not that interesting or fascinating, at least got family and friends accompany him pass through,en...after broke with her, baru know, jefferson have alot friends accompany,why...? from afternoon to night have different states of friends cheer him up{send sms and call him...god really sayang him...-.-''}, ya... he is useless, but at least he finally knew that, actually he was alot friends always beside him, only he not really go to find it out....thanks for taylor,kim shun, fatimah, pauline, shashi, johnny, shan hu,hean yoong,mia,yu ping,kar seng, t.loon, cai ling, ah ming, stupid daughter, ah sum, yee ming, wai hong,moon...wah..really alotlah...... because of them i realize somethings, that i never know before, is what...? friends have fill up my timetable and always accompany me when i really lost, they always concern to me...really thanks alot...(",)...i really appreciate for your accompany and support, dont worry, i already let somethings go. Somemore god treat me so nice, dont know why , god let the person i dont know call me and share the love matter with me, the most funny things is i console the gal, at the same time i also like console myself......when i console the little gal, just like a mirror reflect me, then i realize more things, mayb this is call fate.......so i also have to thanks to god, have gave me a chance to realize somethings about love matter.{a trip of love should be come to end..., because i have to start my dream...i remember why i come back to malaysia, so i also know the way to go back to australia, just like 2years ago, i m single, so...now i also can go back that time, single life with alot friends......hehe}

For family, ya......my family really was gave me a tremendous support, my father was change alot for me, he really concern me, everytime come back will come to my room and ask how m i , ask me talk with him and ask me go out with friends, mayb he know that, my friends can help me alot too. My mother really care about me, because that day i argue with her{i so sad, i first time argue with her with serious...} but she still concern to me, because got 1day i cant sleep at midnight about 3am somethings, then she came out from her room and ask me, why i cant sleep, then i told her, i feel i was lost and feel confuse for love, then she scold me{about i already change, not a talkative boy anymore, always stay in room and not happy anymore cant smile...}, and she told me that her heart very pain, because dont know why i change become worst, that time my heart really pain, because first time heard mom said like that, ya...that time i mayb i try to console mom, so i told mom, dont worry one day your son will change back to normal, because now he only at sad mood and you should happy because he will growing up soon, become more mature due to this happening, then chat with mom until 5am somethings, then i go to sleep and lazy dont go to work{hahaha....thanks for ah ming apply unpaid leave for me...}. My eldest sister really care about me, she came back from penang just for brought me go out eat and have fun, always talk to me, she really concern to me, but sister i already oklah, so please dont keep asking me go out with friends...hehe...and dont give me money, i got work. My second sister, en...actually i m not really closed to her, because we always argue, mayb due to that happening, she really concern me, she also do the same things, yes...brought me go out and go to watch movie......keep asking me go out with friends...-.-''. My brother, en...he is the most funny one,....why...??....when i was working, he call to me and talk with me{thankq ah ming to allow me to talk with him everyday...i m consider luckylah...because working also can sms and talk, but now i already dont do it, start concentrate at my work...}, both of us talk alot nonsense, because i know him want me to forget her, so he will say somethings that can encourage me,ya...he also do the same thing...-.-'',give me money and ask me go out hang with friends...adui~...he cant come back accompany me, because he need accompany her gf in australia....haha...blek..., his gf also console me by.......introduce her cousin to me, but i told her, thank you but i m not really want a girl to accompany me right now, let me solve it by myself, i dont want like other guy, just broke with gf, then find a new one to replace his previous gf, then this will become addicted to have a girl friends, i will try to breakthrough my heart feeling, because my heart control my behaviour, not like last time logic control my behaviour, i almost lost myself...lucky have family and friends support me...

last time i always heard that, when somethings lost may have it reason, if have 2 aspect, for bad aspect is i was lost her and the good aspect is i gain my freedom back no need restrict by the promise{hehe..can talk with many girl and send sms with freedom....and alot alot...the most important is my need name is call summerwind,so should be like a wind, just do what i like, should not restrict by promise....}, i realize my family and friends really concern to me and always accompany me there{but this 2 aspects is i think only...so i dont know whether is true ornot...}. I m here to wish my family and friends always healty, all the good luck with them, god always help them, their wish will become true and happy always, blessing them forever.........thanks for my family and friends, i will try to achieve my goal and i will share all my experience with you all in future...hehe...so wish you all the best and happy new years...yes,i love you all accompany me in my life...(",)...miracle will always happen in life...

a message for my friends, if one day you fall in love, pleasa thanks for her or him, because give you a chance to love a person, must cherish the love, although love is no insurance, but it is a part of in our life a process of growing up. If one day your lover leave you, please dont feel sad and respect what your lover decide, because mayb you not the person, she or he really want stay together, if you try to save it, i can tell you, it is useless, because in her or his heart already dont have you, it mean only you still love her or him, but the person you love only will try to keep avoid you and may turn to hate you too{mayb friend also cant be...}. ya...mayb your love will change to be hate the person you love, but i have one method to prevent it{it is my own method...}, i will try to recall how nice she treat me and all the sweet memory with her{last time i always told her that, dont too care the result, just enjoy the process enough...i really enjoy the process, it was a nice journey in my life too, just like a train, one day the train will stop at the station, so please prepare well to depart from the train and prepare for get into other train, to start a new journey, because you will realize somethings more interesting in that new journey...}. Please blessing and wishing your lover all the best, because it will blessing and wishing you too, thanks for your lover leave you, because your lover want give you a chance to meet other. Remember, when somethings gone dont blame it, just find a method to solve it, dont hurt people, because it will hurt you back too...this is what i can share with you all...

The love you gave me just likes a meteor,

it scratch my silents night,

my curious have brought me to your side,

Althought the meteor was just shines awhile,

but it touch my heart,

my love was bursts out in that time,

hope can forever accompany that meteor,

but meteor only shines awhile,

so i only can enjoy the moment of the meteor shines in that night,

my heart only can wait for the next meteor scratchs my silent night again...........{this time i will use canon camera snapshoot the meteor,then print out the picture and enjoy it...haha}

心情。。。

最近心情好了很多，但偶尔还是会想起她，虽然她把我忘了，但感谢她，因为她把我带到新的生活。。。谢谢你。星期日那天我和家人到海滩去，那一天我忽然感觉到很像在奥大利亚，因为看到很多人，而我在人群里俳回，觉得世界真的很多人，只是我不肯去看看而已。。。可能是因为我很害怕受到伤害或我怕我变了。。。可是今天开始我要把自己的心解开，慢慢的去追求梦想。。。希望你们可以体谅我和支持我。。。天真的伟锦又要去闯世界咯。。。把我的心慢慢的与世界连在一起，愿每一个人都开开心心。。。

今天是妈妈的生日。。。

除了你，妈妈是我最爱的人（还有我的家人。。。），我愿妈妈生体健康，长命百岁，永远都是那么美丽。。。虽然我不是一个好孩子。可是我会好好的活下去，不会让别人说你孩子是没用的，也不会每天都要你来照顾我，有一天我会好好的照顾你和爸爸的。。。妈妈生日快乐。。。伟锦永远爱你。。。

鸡蛋糕的早上。。。

今天早上去工作的时候，大概是6点半左右吧，在远远看到有一对很恩爱的狗狗在马路中间（帕拖），我还以为那对狗狗会跑到旁边去的，鸡蛋糕她们竟然站在那儿想要变成一对快乐的天堂狗狗吧。。。=。=‘’。。。很想成全他们，可是在那一刻，我内心忽然变成了两个伟锦，一个是仁慈的而另外一个是邪恶的（因该是精神病吧。。。），真所谓一念恶，一念善，我想做好人(因为我本来就是好人,别扁我...),所以我闪开了,让他们继续在这个美丽的世界里(不让他们做一对快乐的天堂狗狗)。。。

从宇宙无限copy的。。。

感激伤害你的人，因为他磨练了你的心志；

感激欺骗你的人，因为他增进了你的见识；

感激鞭打你的人，因为他消除了你的业障；

感激遗弃你的人，因为他教导了你应自力；

感激绊倒你的人，因为他强化了你的能力；

感激斥责你的人，因为他助长了你的定慧。能够接受教悔，勇于认错的人大都进步的快觉得自己有理，死不认错的人往往原地踏步

我的心还是那么的痛。。。

我的心还是很痛当我想起你对我说的话，每一天我都与我的内心交谈，因为你的话真的把我的心打碎。。。让我觉得自己活在一个很陌生的世界里。。。