The last day of 2008...

ya...after today i have to forget you, because i should not always think about you, we are already impossible together again... but i will blessing and wishing you, hope you all the best in 2009, always healthy, do everythings also smooth, have a flying colour result in study......so you must take good care...... {Ricca thank you for accompany me in 2007 till 2008......today i heard from my friend, if you feel the time past very fast in 2008, then it mean you are very happy in 2008, ya...i feel the time past very fast, i feel 2007 and 2008 is the moment i most happy, but i also believe in future, i will always happy... Thank you for gave me chance to love you last time, i really have learn alot things from you and also about love matter, thank you for fate let me meet you in inti, let me learn how to love a person and take care people...}

Hehehe....after this day, jefferson has to start a new journey, althought the new journey is not that interesting or fascinating, at least got family and friends accompany him pass through,en...after broke with her, baru know, jefferson have alot friends accompany,why...? from afternoon to night have different states of friends cheer him up{send sms and call him...god really sayang him...-.-''}, ya... he is useless, but at least he finally knew that, actually he was alot friends always beside him, only he not really go to find it out....thanks for taylor,kim shun, fatimah, pauline, shashi, johnny, shan hu,hean yoong,mia,yu ping,kar seng, t.loon, cai ling, ah ming, stupid daughter, ah sum, yee ming, wai hong,moon...wah..really alotlah...... because of them i realize somethings, that i never know before, is what...? friends have fill up my timetable and always accompany me when i really lost, they always concern to me...really thanks alot...(",)...i really appreciate for your accompany and support, dont worry, i already let somethings go. Somemore god treat me so nice, dont know why , god let the person i dont know call me and share the love matter with me, the most funny things is i console the gal, at the same time i also like console myself......when i console the little gal, just like a mirror reflect me, then i realize more things, mayb this is call fate.......so i also have to thanks to god, have gave me a chance to realize somethings about love matter.{a trip of love should be come to end..., because i have to start my dream...i remember why i come back to malaysia, so i also know the way to go back to australia, just like 2years ago, i m single, so...now i also can go back that time, single life with alot friends......hehe}

For family, ya......my family really was gave me a tremendous support, my father was change alot for me, he really concern me, everytime come back will come to my room and ask how m i , ask me talk with him and ask me go out with friends, mayb he know that, my friends can help me alot too. My mother really care about me, because that day i argue with her{i so sad, i first time argue with her with serious...} but she still concern to me, because got 1day i cant sleep at midnight about 3am somethings, then she came out from her room and ask me, why i cant sleep, then i told her, i feel i was lost and feel confuse for love, then she scold me{about i already change, not a talkative boy anymore, always stay in room and not happy anymore cant smile...}, and she told me that her heart very pain, because dont know why i change become worst, that time my heart really pain, because first time heard mom said like that, ya...that time i mayb i try to console mom, so i told mom, dont worry one day your son will change back to normal, because now he only at sad mood and you should happy because he will growing up soon, become more mature due to this happening, then chat with mom until 5am somethings, then i go to sleep and lazy dont go to work{hahaha....thanks for ah ming apply unpaid leave for me...}. My eldest sister really care about me, she came back from penang just for brought me go out eat and have fun, always talk to me, she really concern to me, but sister i already oklah, so please dont keep asking me go out with friends...hehe...and dont give me money, i got work. My second sister, en...actually i m not really closed to her, because we always argue, mayb due to that happening, she really concern me, she also do the same things, yes...brought me go out and go to watch movie......keep asking me go out with friends...-.-''. My brother, en...he is the most funny one,....why...??....when i was working, he call to me and talk with me{thankq ah ming to allow me to talk with him everyday...i m consider luckylah...because working also can sms and talk, but now i already dont do it, start concentrate at my work...}, both of us talk alot nonsense, because i know him want me to forget her, so he will say somethings that can encourage me,ya...he also do the same thing...-.-'',give me money and ask me go out hang with friends...adui~...he cant come back accompany me, because he need accompany her gf in australia....haha...blek..., his gf also console me by.......introduce her cousin to me, but i told her, thank you but i m not really want a girl to accompany me right now, let me solve it by myself, i dont want like other guy, just broke with gf, then find a new one to replace his previous gf, then this will become addicted to have a girl friends, i will try to breakthrough my heart feeling, because my heart control my behaviour, not like last time logic control my behaviour, i almost lost myself...lucky have family and friends support me...

last time i always heard that, when somethings lost may have it reason, if have 2 aspect, for bad aspect is i was lost her and the good aspect is i gain my freedom back no need restrict by the promise{hehe..can talk with many girl and send sms with freedom....and alot alot...the most important is my need name is call summerwind,so should be like a wind, just do what i like, should not restrict by promise....}, i realize my family and friends really concern to me and always accompany me there{but this 2 aspects is i think only...so i dont know whether is true ornot...}. I m here to wish my family and friends always healty, all the good luck with them, god always help them, their wish will become true and happy always, blessing them forever.........thanks for my family and friends, i will try to achieve my goal and i will share all my experience with you all in future...hehe...so wish you all the best and happy new years...yes,i love you all accompany me in my life...(",)...miracle will always happen in life...

a message for my friends, if one day you fall in love, pleasa thanks for her or him, because give you a chance to love a person, must cherish the love, although love is no insurance, but it is a part of in our life a process of growing up. If one day your lover leave you, please dont feel sad and respect what your lover decide, because mayb you not the person, she or he really want stay together, if you try to save it, i can tell you, it is useless, because in her or his heart already dont have you, it mean only you still love her or him, but the person you love only will try to keep avoid you and may turn to hate you too{mayb friend also cant be...}. ya...mayb your love will change to be hate the person you love, but i have one method to prevent it{it is my own method...}, i will try to recall how nice she treat me and all the sweet memory with her{last time i always told her that, dont too care the result, just enjoy the process enough...i really enjoy the process, it was a nice journey in my life too, just like a train, one day the train will stop at the station, so please prepare well to depart from the train and prepare for get into other train, to start a new journey, because you will realize somethings more interesting in that new journey...}. Please blessing and wishing your lover all the best, because it will blessing and wishing you too, thanks for your lover leave you, because your lover want give you a chance to meet other. Remember, when somethings gone dont blame it, just find a method to solve it, dont hurt people, because it will hurt you back too...this is what i can share with you all...

The love you gave me just likes a meteor,

it scratch my silents night,

my curious have brought me to your side,

Althought the meteor was just shines awhile,

but it touch my heart,

my love was bursts out in that time,

hope can forever accompany that meteor,

but meteor only shines awhile,

so i only can enjoy the moment of the meteor shines in that night,

my heart only can wait for the next meteor scratchs my silent night again...........{this time i will use canon camera snapshoot the meteor,then print out the picture and enjoy it...haha}

心情。。。

最近心情好了很多，但偶尔还是会想起她，虽然她把我忘了，但感谢她，因为她把我带到新的生活。。。谢谢你。星期日那天我和家人到海滩去，那一天我忽然感觉到很像在奥大利亚，因为看到很多人，而我在人群里俳回，觉得世界真的很多人，只是我不肯去看看而已。。。可能是因为我很害怕受到伤害或我怕我变了。。。可是今天开始我要把自己的心解开，慢慢的去追求梦想。。。希望你们可以体谅我和支持我。。。天真的伟锦又要去闯世界咯。。。把我的心慢慢的与世界连在一起，愿每一个人都开开心心。。。

今天是妈妈的生日。。。

除了你，妈妈是我最爱的人（还有我的家人。。。），我愿妈妈生体健康，长命百岁，永远都是那么美丽。。。虽然我不是一个好孩子。可是我会好好的活下去，不会让别人说你孩子是没用的，也不会每天都要你来照顾我，有一天我会好好的照顾你和爸爸的。。。妈妈生日快乐。。。伟锦永远爱你。。。

鸡蛋糕的早上。。。

今天早上去工作的时候，大概是6点半左右吧，在远远看到有一对很恩爱的狗狗在马路中间（帕拖），我还以为那对狗狗会跑到旁边去的，鸡蛋糕她们竟然站在那儿想要变成一对快乐的天堂狗狗吧。。。=。=‘’。。。很想成全他们，可是在那一刻，我内心忽然变成了两个伟锦，一个是仁慈的而另外一个是邪恶的（因该是精神病吧。。。），真所谓一念恶，一念善，我想做好人(因为我本来就是好人,别扁我...),所以我闪开了,让他们继续在这个美丽的世界里(不让他们做一对快乐的天堂狗狗)。。。

从宇宙无限copy的。。。

感激伤害你的人，因为他磨练了你的心志；

感激欺骗你的人，因为他增进了你的见识；

感激鞭打你的人，因为他消除了你的业障；

感激遗弃你的人，因为他教导了你应自力；

感激绊倒你的人，因为他强化了你的能力；

感激斥责你的人，因为他助长了你的定慧。能够接受教悔，勇于认错的人大都进步的快觉得自己有理，死不认错的人往往原地踏步

我的心还是那么的痛。。。

我的心还是很痛当我想起你对我说的话，每一天我都与我的内心交谈，因为你的话真的把我的心打碎。。。让我觉得自己活在一个很陌生的世界里。。。

最近满累的。。。

心情还是起伏不定的。。。可是路还是要走，梦想还要继续的追求。。。最近每晚都很夜才睡觉，所以工作是像在钓鱼一样。。。=。=‘’，幸好小明帮忙我，谢谢小明^.^''（说起来满丢面的）。。。哈哈哈。昨晚大哥(Taylor)打电话给我，我真的很高心，因为很久没听见他的声音，觉的有点感动（大哥请不要说我是大小孩）。。。我的心也开始慢慢的复原。。。恩。。。还有幸容也帮了我不少,昨晚跟家成聊到很晚才回家，下次我会早点回家的。。。。。谢谢幸容，大哥(Taylor),小明,家成,德伦......嘿嘿嘿嘿嘿嘿嘿嘿!!!!

今天没有上班。。。

因为作晚睡的不是那么甜。。。=.=''，所以早上起来时有点呆呆的，决定偷懒一天，可是偷懒也要得到小明的批准。。。哈哈哈哈，幸好小明批准。幸容早上时寄给我的sms也没发觉，希望她不会生气，我真的是一头猪，可以睡到十点多才起床。。。心情好像好了很多也没那么伤心了。。。路还是那么的遥远，可是还得走下去。。。在还没出发前，好好的让我休息吧。。。

名字的由来。。。

想信每个人都从来没有认真的去了解自己的名字，今天因为某些事情发生了，才愿意去了解自己的名字，我的名字叫黄伟锦，（伟）大的伟，（錦）繡前程，希望我可以跟我的名字那样，有伟大的爱，前途是錦繡前程。我要创造我自己的未来，把梦想成真。。。愿神保佑我的家人和朋友。。。还有那遥远的{幸}福。。。

新的出发点＾＾

决定把感情放到一旁，好好的让自己反省自己的过错，想要追求还没实现的梦想，希望可以得到朋友的祝福。。。哈哈哈，虽然现在还是觉的心情有点累，可是还地继续的追求遥远的未来，以前没有认真对待过自己的梦想，所以现在觉的有点怪怪的感觉。愿我的朋友已找到他们要的东西，希望他们都快乐。。。

白银与毒蛇━━财不害人，人自害

有一次，佛陀和弟子阿难走在路上，佛陀忽然说：「阿难，有毒蛇啊！」阿难以为真的有毒蛇，探头一看，原来是一堆闪亮白银，但是阿难也回答：「是的，世尊，是毒蛇！」两人视若无睹地走过去了。后面有一对父子，听见佛陀说：「毒蛇！」阿难也回说：「毒蛇！」他们起了好奇心，于是也探头去看个究竟━━「哇！那里是毒蛇？是一饔银光闪闪的白银啊！」这对父子动了心，父亲告诉儿子：「赶快把它搬回家，我们发财了！」于是父子俩高兴地把白银运回家，并且拿到市集去使用。原来，这些白银是窃贼从国库偷出来的，他们暂时藏起银子，想避过风头后再拿出来处理，没想到佛陀和阿难经过该处发现了，又被跟在后头的那对父子取走。在城里，官府已贴出通缉令，要捉拿窃贼。国库的白银上面一定都会印上「国银」二字，那对父子把白银拿到市集使用时，就被认为是偷国库的重犯，因此被逮捕了，甚至被判处死刑押赴刑场。当这对父子即将被处决时，父亲非常慨叹的向儿子说：「儿啊！真的是毒蛇，我们现在已经被毒蛇咬了！」执刑的人听到他们的话觉得奇怪，于是报告国王，国王觉得这些话的寓意很深，绝非一般庄稼人能想得出来的，因此就传令押回，亲自审问之后，才知道整个案情经过。国王明白了他们只是捡拾者而非盗犯，就赦免了那对父子。所谓动心与不动心，端看我们是否起贪念。看到境界而能不动心，对凡夫 来说真的是很困难，像那对父子，看到一大饔白银怎能不动心？而佛陀和阿难看了却当它是毒蛇，不但不动心，而且还避得远远的，这就是凡圣之别啊！凡夫俗子的心境常被外境所动，被现象的变化牵引得团团转而落入境界之中。学佛主要就在调伏自心，使心能自主，来去自如。心为什么会被境界所转？简单的说是因为贪念作崇；━━贪色的人沉溺于男女色欲，轻者引来家庭不和，重者因而家破人亡。贪财的人着迷于金钱追求，轻者引发内心烦恼，重者导致精神失常，甚至倾家荡产━━经常有许多人因为签赌、炒做股票等，在不堪金钱损失或心理压力过大的情况下，造成种种悲剧。俗话说：「色不迷人，人自迷，财不害人，人自害。」一个有智慧的人，会把财、色、名、利等诱惑看得较为淡泊。难得生于人间，难得拥有人身，就应该好好发挥身体功能，造福大众，散播清净大爱，利益人群，此即菩萨的智慧，佛陀的本怀啊！

蟾蜍的愿望━━莫舍近求远

某一间古寺之前有一个水池，水池里住了很多蟾蜍，蟾蜍们忽而跳入水池，忽而跳上池塘边；而寺里常有修行人跑香念佛，拿着念珠踏着方步。蟾蜍群跳到池塘边，看到身穿海青的修行人，踏着庄严的脚步，嘴里念着响亮的佛号，它们心里很羡慕；其中有一只，当人家在大殿开始拜佛时，它就跳到大殿门外非常虔诚的祈祷，希望佛陀能赐给它两足站立的能力，像人类一样以双脚走路。因为它很虔诚，所以感动了一位天神，于是就满了它的心愿。它觉得很欢喜，因为所有的蟾蜍都必须四脚跳跃而行，只有它能两足站立而行，所以它觉得很高兴也很骄傲。有一天，草地上忽然来了一条蛇，很多蟾蜍看到凶恶的大蛇，就赶紧跳到水池里躲起来，那只两足立行的蟾蜍心里也很慌张害怕，但是两足走路总比不上四足跳跃快，而现在的它已经失去了四足跳跃的功能，最后被蛇追到了且一口咬住，当它痛苦地挣扎时，心里非常后悔，它想：「我何苦放弃原本具有的功能？只为了追求两足立行，竟落得亡命于蛇口，后悔莫及！」这虽是个童话故事，但也可以做为我们最好的警惕。学佛就是要恢复原本的功能本性；若是超过自己能力范围的事，却不择手段去追求，终究会失败的。有些人到寺院去说要学道，却迷于追求神通，因而常会走火入魔，不但乱了精神且断了慧命，这样就太可惜了！希望大家都能透彻了解我们的本性功能，若无法透彻了悟，即使面对至道，也很难体会真理，所以佛陀才有「见性学道难」之叹；其实，纯净的真如慧性和自己最近，然而人们却往往舍近求远。我们的眼睛能看清别人，却看不见自己的头脸，距离最近的反而看不到或被疏忽了。学佛无非要我们从最近的地方做起，而最贴近、最简单的方式就是━━发挥自己与生俱有的功能，切莫舍近求远啊！